Gosh my doctors are a nightmare, just can’t seem to get anywhere with them or get an appointment for a week after I call. I saw a doctor over 2 weeks ago who was going to make me a new referral to Neurology but guess what that got messed up too. Once I found out that she hadn’t done it a week later, I book another appointment which I got for a week later. When I got to the doctor’s she wasn’t there and I just saw this other rude doctor who hardly looked at me and was quite rude in fact. I told him the problem and he just tapped on the computer saying he didn’t even know how to do it! I asked for some blood tests as through loads of research I think I may have found the problem myself. Could it be that I am lacking in a vitamin, yes something as simple as that can cause all the symptoms I have been having. I have been on these other tablets for quite some time and through lots of research I have found out they can cause this deficiency. I  managed to get another appointment yesterday with a doctor there that I know and asked him if he would prescribe me this vitamin. The answer was no and I told him all about my symptoms and he seemed to agree that I could be deficient also. Although at the same time he seemed a bit shady with the fact I may had realised that one of my tablets could have been the cause as I could sense something at that point. The doctor has now referred me to a Haematologist which I have to wait another 18 days for which is so frustrating. Still who knows, I may even be able to get the answers that I’m looking for rather than just having a mystery illness… I have stopped the tablets that I think have been affecting me and I have actually lost of a bit of weight also which is always nice. I am going to try to keep the anxiety at bay as the symptoms I am suffering are horrible and they frighten me a lot of the time.

I had a good nights sleep last night, have been for a walk to the supermarket this morning and going to be heading out in the car shortly. Hopefully I can try to stay positive, eat lots of nice food and be happy at home with my lovely cats….

Lovely sunrise